I just wanted to say that I am out of my funk for now. My friend, Shelley, shared some very encouraging words and Scripture that have really kind of opened my eyes and given me a new sense of focus or maybe strength. And my brother, Adam, called today which really, really lifted my spirits. And of course Nathan is here through all of this holding me and loving me and supporting me. My parents also are a strong source of support and guidance as well. So I apologize for the last kind of depresseing posts.
I am focusing way to much on God fixing my big picture instead of focusing on how I fit in to His big picture. For the past 17 months I've been saying, God please complete me. But my life isn't about me. I have a new understanding that my new prayer needs to be, God please use me to complete your story. I know I will be a mom. But now I truly know that I must re focus and re center on God.
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