23 July 2009

Unemployed Follow Up

I just thought I'd post a follow up to my last most. You may have been thinking... hmmm... there's got to be more to that story. And let me tell you, there's really not. It really happened that simply and randomly. And I do want to say that I understand and fully support doing what you feel is best for your family. That is one thing I am all about. My surprise lies mostly in the fact that the didn't even want to have a discussion about it or weigh the options, or even wait until after my first consultation appointment. This was all based on assumptions.

But I am over it now. I am ready to move on in a big way. I am fully embracing this change. And I'm really hoping that we'll be able to start IVF asap so that I can get through our first attempt without having to worry about taking time off from a job I will have just started. I mean I will certainly be looking and if that right job comes up... I won't hesitate. And I would really like to be done nannying. The only exception would be Anya. I love and adore her and would be her nanny again without a moment's hesitation, that's not a job... that's a joy. Nannying did the trick for a while, but I'm wasting all my "getting babies to sleep" magic on other people's babies. I want to save a little bit for my own. What I'd like to find is maybe like a part-time office job at a vet. It'd be nice to work in an environment that relates to some of my other interests... believe it or not, I do have other interests. As always, we'll see.

Now I need to starting working down my to do list. Laundry being at the top of that list... then begin the process of filing for unemployment.

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